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Friday, November 10, 2006
hey! so I was reading ashleys lj and I got this urge to write one. First of
all I wanna say how the hell did TOM and me last 2 weeks. ugh so I figured I'd IM him cuz i dunno I thought maybe he'd actually have a convo with me and not be like hey whats goin on....nothin...yea... seriously I KNOW it is not me, but this boy cannot keep a convo going. like he tried a lil better when we wrre together but now it seems like he doesn't care. and that doesn't bother me, its just funny how some people stay the same.
anyways =D I'm sitting here watching the sabres game woohoo. ya know I'm not really into hockey, maybe if someone got me into it, but I'd like to go see a game. that would be so much fun. hm and I was thinking that it's so wierd how they can change the HSBC area from the ice rink into like a stage for concerts, its hard to believe it's the same place. Oh my goodness! ugh now its 2-1 what is up with our goalie. ugh
soooo... =D mike left today for states. and I was kinda sad a couple hours ago but I'm good now. Just had to keep myself busy, to have my mind off things. They are sleeping over night at a hotel and the race is tomorrow. Which meansssss... that I can't talk to him until tomorrow night. cuz he said his phone won't have signal and its like out in ski country or something. YESSSSSSS WE SCORED! ha. he told me he wasn't going to be able to sleep tonight without us talking. i was like awwww. and I guess he's gunna write me a note between today and tomorrow. so I'm excited to get that on monday. aw he came to my last period class yesterday. cuz i was walking down the hall and i see him walk out of the classroom, and i was like why were u in my class and he goes i was looking for you. and i was um ok why and hes like cuz i'm leaving tomorrow and we're not gunna be able to talk, i was like omg i wasn't even thinking bout that today until you just mentioned it. so we talked and laughed for a while. so basically we are on good terms...and we are just friends....which I am fine with right now...but he still wants me to give him another chance...and it's such a complicated situation. But I'm dealing with it.
oh by the way the sabres scored again so now it's 2-2. =D cuz we're sweet like that. oh yea! I applied for 3 jobs this week. on monday I applied for steve and barry's and it took an hour to fill out the application and do 2 surveys that were like 100 ?'s each. they were stupid ?'s too, one was "do you laugh at dirty jokes" and me being me filled in true for that lmao. cuz they were true or false questions but w/e all my other answers were good. and then I applied for kmart on wed. i think and I had to do it on the computer at the store and that took like 45 minutes. (Mike works there by the way) but he said he doesn't think I'll get the job and I'm like gee thanks. but he is probably right. and after I applied I was leaving and he was there about to start his shift. and I gave him a hug and this girl that was there was like "do you guys go together" and we both were like ha, and i shook my head and was like uh long story. so later he tells me that was the first time he had a conversation with her. and like randomly she asked that just cuz we hugged? righhht. oh and I applied for petsmart, and i went to the store to ask for an application and the girl called her supervisor to the front and I asked him and he was kinda cute. haha and that's when he said you can do it on the computer.
so tomorrow I have to go to my grandma's house with my mom to "change her curtains". oh my goodness she is the only human being I know that changes her curtains every single month. and she doesn't just change them, she has to wash the ones she's going to put on, and them iron them. I usually get stuck ironing, which I don't mind it is just sooo boring. But my mom swears it'll only be a couple hours pshhh. I hope. and then after she said she'd drive me wherever I need to go. So I'm supposed to hang out with Lauren and Sarah and maybe stine. so we'll se how that goes.
k I could go on, but I don't feel like it. woohoo 3 day weekend. cheaaa
LOVE U ALL!
*Jess*
Current mood:  okay Current music: Robin Thicke- lost without you
Saturday, September 9, 2006
11:35AM
=D =D
well guys looks like things turned out for the better....
me and tom broke up, we both agreed we kinda went out too fast and theres something missing between us, that we don't really click. and we are gunna stay friends of course and try to learn a lil more bout each other. but i don't think we'll be going back out. i feel a lot better now.
HELLLLOOOOOOO SINGLE LIFE.
hm I didn't think I'd be this happy to say that.
so yesterday this happened and turns out yesterday was our 2 weeks.
sooo... I feel pretty good. and I don't think hes sad bou this so I'm glad.
LOVE YOU GUYS!
Current mood:  energetic
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Hey ya'll. so yea I don't update anymore, theres nothing really to say. I had fun over break it was perfect time for it too. thanks to everyone I hung out with. school was getting too frustrating but oh joy we go back in 2 days, so i can be miserable once again.
so the FALL OUT BOY CONCERT WAS AMAZING! I am soo glad I went with ally n stine. i don't feel like typing everything that went on. haha sorry
well after I slept over christines house and we went to sleep around 3. and yea we started tlaking bout the termites that were going to eat us alive lol. cuz we slept on the floor and its wooden. and I was like don't let the floor bugs bite. and she goes the termites! and i'm like wait is the floor wooden and it was. yeaaa....
ugh u g2g get off i'll finish later byee
<3333
Current mood:  tired Current music: rascal flatts-what hurts the most
Friday, February 17, 2006
convo con adrian today... I'll copy n paste i already told sarah.
sweetnsuga26 (8:14:11 PM): so i called and we talekd normally for about 5 minutes
sweetnsuga26 (8:14:36 PM): and then hes liek so are u gunna write me that note
sweetnsuga26 (8:14:46 PM): and i was liek well i didn't get a chance to in skool
sweetnsuga26 (8:15:02 PM): and hes liek well we r talknig right now so y don't u just tell me
sweetnsuga26 (8:15:41 PM): and i was like well what i meant by 'you alreayd know" is that theres just some ppl u see as a friend
sweetnsuga26 (8:15:58 PM): i wa slike thats jsut the way u view people and theres nothing wrong with u or anything
sweetnsuga26 (8:16:12 PM): and then there was a 5second about awkward silence
sweetnsuga26 (8:16:19 PM): and i wa sliek awkwaard silence
sweetnsuga26 (8:16:44 PM): and hes like i dunno what to say " i was stupid enough to believe u changed your mind i was stupid"
sweetnsuga26 (8:16:53 PM): and i was like no that wasn't stupid
sweetnsuga26 (8:16:59 PM): and then nobody talked again
sweetnsuga26 (8:17:25 PM): and i was like u know how u said this wouldn't change our frienship well it kinda already did cuz we haven't talked normally ni 3 days u haven't called in 3 days
sweetnsuga26 (8:17:41 PM): and hes like yea i guess your right but soon we'll go back to talking a lot n stuff
sweetnsuga26 (8:17:44 PM): and i was like i guess
sweetnsuga26 (8:17:52 PM): and then there was a silence
sweetnsuga26 (8:18:09 PM): hes like its just gunna take me some time
sweetnsuga26 (8:18:37 PM): and i wa slike yea and i said u seemed mad the other day hen i told u u already know and he said well at least point i can't get mad
sweetnsuga26 (8:19:00 PM): hes liek it'll take me some time i don't know what to say and i said well i wouldn't know what to say either
sweetnsuga26 (8:19:26 PM): and then my mdad wanted me to go to the drug store with him and i told him that before the convo
sweetnsuga26 (8:19:50 PM): and no 1 said anyhting so i was like do u want me to go cuz my dad is prolyl gunna have me leave soon anyways and he said alright
sweetnsuga26 (8:20:24 PM): and then i said well next time we talk i hope there isn't anymore awkwardsilences
sweetnsuga26 (8:20:30 PM): and hes liek yea i'm sorry about that
sweetnsuga26 (8:20:37 PM): and hes like i'll try not
sweetnsuga26 (8:20:39 PM): and that was it
sweetnsuga26 (8:20:59 PM): i was like i don't like being put in these situations
sweetnsuga26 (8:21:04 PM): ii think thats what he said sorry to
sweetnsuga26 (8:26:07 PM): but like it was meant to happen before the danc ei guess
DVblondeQT (8:26:21 PM): yea are you still gonan dance w/ him/
sweetnsuga26 (8:26:29 PM): i dunno
sweetnsuga26 (8:27:15 PM): like i kinda never wanted to and hes alreayd heart broken so it seems liek if i don't it won't make a difference but if i do it won't mean anything to him now
ughhhhhhhh
Current mood: okay Current music: Mest-kiss me, kill me
Monday, January 30, 2006
CAN I GET A ...2 POINTS!!! WAT WAT HEHE
Thursday, January 26, 2006
omg its finally over like really really over! ahh man I am sooo happy! I've been studying for that friggin math a since last friday.
how do ya'll think u did? I think I passed, I really do, not by much haha but lets just say I will be a little shocked if I fail. I was on the bus after with Aj and Christina and they said for part 2 the first ? they used foil? if thats right i am kinda mad cuz I know foil and i couldn't figue out how to do it.
ya know what w/e, over and done with, I don't care anymore. lalalalala
Sooo....guys looks like I'll be in a better mood! wooot lets par-tay!
haha nah really we should do something this weekend. ok? okayyyy
ya know what was wierd I thought, well sarah u were to the left of me in the small cafeteria. and steve was across from u haha which was diagonal to me AND
somebody else was diagonal to me the other way..... which I'm not gunna say I'm sure u can all guess =P haha umm anywaysss it kinda seemed like steve was waiting for me to finish i dunno cuz ok I finished and raised my hand and not even a split second after me he raised his hand.. I'm like ooook? then he was taking his sweet ol time putting his coat on and then that guy said I had to go over soemthing in pen and I'm like grr and then i ws getting my jacket and he was signing out... and then I went to sign out and he dissapeared! I'm like where did he go!! I dunno freaky.
and my goodness sarah! u finished so fast like holy cow.
welll yeaa I'm bored so comment or post something I dunno
i luvv uusss!
byess <33
*J E S S*
Current mood:  accomplished Current music: Amberlin- A Day Late
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Sooo….. yea school sucks especially GEOMETRY!! makes me feel soo dumb. Um lifes a bitch I have nothing to look forward too. and oh yea boys are just a heartbreak waiting to happen. I have nothing more to say…….
Current mood:  depressed Current music: Crossfade- So far away
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Hello how are you wonderful people who take the time out of your life to read this hehe I feel loved ok but yea I know I didn’t write in here yesterday I guess I just didn’t feel like it. OK so I’m gunna warn you this is going to be long cuz ya know I have 2 days to sum up. Anywayssssss
Where to begin umm ok lol at lunch today Mo starts laughing out of nowhere right and I’m like why are you laughing. And she points to this substitute teacher that was there and he had his shirt tucked in but his bottom button to his shirt was undone. omg I just had to laugh I mean it was pretty gross and I was eating. Almost choked on my food there. His hairy beer belly was sticking out, tell me that’s not noticeable. I dunno I guess I felt kinda bad. But then Mo starts saying stuff bout Heather from bio lab, and then we realize she is sitting right behind us. oops. ok hm And Health was interesting today and that’s all I’m gunna say about that. haha I sat next to Brit in biology cuz both Nicole’s weren’t there. It was pretty fun. We cannot sit next to each other cuz all we will do is laugh at stupid stuff. Haha o yes did u know I’m a vulture. Roar lol Brit. Every 1 else don’t ask. Unless u are just so curious to. hehe
New subject, softball. Well we won our game today. Woohooo aren’t you proud of us. The other team was pretty bad though I mean they didn’t even wear uniforms and it was freeezingg. Oh yea and people said they looked like guys! Aww that’s so bad. We have a game tomorrow and Friday. That’s crazy. 4 games in a 5 day week wow. Oh yea we lost our game yesterday so sad. But its ok and there was this guy standing behind me and he’s one of those loud clapping guys. I swear everytime the pitcher threw the ball he would clap and then he’ll be like “You know what she likes” lol it was actually kinda funny. Yea yesterday I got hit by the ball and made it to 3rd then we got our last out, so if I made it home I would have been on the announcements but oh well. And today I got an out at 1st with the help of Stacey, well maybe I helped her out. And I just couldn’t seem to hit anything so I got striked out. Better luck next time I guess. But I really did like playing at 2nd. Lalalalalala. My day wasn’t bad though. I didn’t know today was Wednesday, I really didn’t, it felt like mon. or tues. but the week is almost over. Yay. I hope my softball jacket comes in litwin said maybe tomorrow but I might have to wait until Friday.
Ok I’m done talking just waiting for American idol to come on. I want Vonzel to win. Waittttttt I am missing one of my shows right now. Americas next top model. Its alright I just paused the tv so I could finish typing this. Isn’t having tivo so convenient. k I’ll talk to ya’ll later.
<3 Jess
Current mood:  exhausted
Monday, April 25, 2005
omg! I just wrote this whole entry and it was a big paragraph and my cp is gay so the whole thing deleted. ugh that pissed me off it took like a half an hour too. well now I'm just gunna sit here and try to rmeember what I just wrote, thats kinda sad. but anyways I don't have any homework today and practice got cancelled. Wish us luck on our game tomorrow, I think we are going against Mckinley. We'll see if I even get to play. and ugh ignorant people these days I swear, what is this world coming to. And that's all I'm going to say but I know Amy would agree with me on that.
And bio lab was soooo boring today without Mo, I had to sit next to Heather. But I did have a perfect view of S.O.V.S hehe but don’t even ask who cuz my lips are sealed. The same person I was accused of looking at in the hallway from Brit! I did not, haha and anyways, not like it’s a crime. Soooo…. I had no one to laugh with about the “UH OH” thing Mo. So sad. Lol good times. But I have nothing else to say for now. *muah* :o) ttyl
~Luv Always~
Jess
Current mood:  hopeful Current music: Mariah Carey-We belong together
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Hi wow...today was such a blah day. Let's see i woke up at 10 and had some Mickey D's haha a steak bagle and a burrito o yes!! food. but yea besides that I really don't eat breakfast. And for once I did my homework in the morning instead of late at night or monday morning. sooo..... you wanna know a good song I just figured out who sings it. well heres some lyrics from it take a guess...
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
There ya go. If u've looked at my buddy pro lately u'd know. hmmm I haven't prayed in a while so i think I'm going to for Ally's fam and her mom (u know your loved!!) and just that something good happens in everybody's life...not just my own. Life doesn't suck right now but nothing really good or really bad has happened. Just stuck in the same place. anywaysssss sry sarah I'm not gunna be able to finish ur cd tonight. But if I remember to give christine a blank one, she'll burn MCR for me!! haha sweeeet. I'm really starting to like that group. And oh yea geez ppl! You kno who u r arguing in the comment section on the last entry, lol but I started this journal thing on my own not really cuz u's told me to BUT i was kinda influenced by ya. now that we got that cleared up hehe.
I kinda hope we don't have practice tomorrow. If the weather is bad I'm sure we won't. lalalalala. well i'm done talking. bored outta my mind. Call me!! If you don't kno the number well I dunno thats kinda sad haha. nah jp but ask and I might give. But I deff need a cell phone I should be getting one soon though. well maybe I will have something more interesante to write during the week cuz of school. k *muah* luv u's to death!!!
P.S. If you've ever seen someone say the pledge of allegiance, putting their left hand over their chest, instead of their right hand (the correct way)..... COPY AND PASTE THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!! (haha Brit)
uhhh..does anyone else think this kitty looks constapated haha, just a thought.
Current mood: energetic
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Hey ok this is my first entry in this thing so bare with me. I don't know what to type so i guess I'll just start rambling on. hmmm....let's see. Yesterday we had a softball game as most of u prolly know against Lafayette. We had fun cuz people actually made it on base and got home runs and all that good stuff. But the other team only had just enough players to play. and the pitcher sucked, well both of them did i kinda feel bad. but yea they forfeited cuz they supposedly had to take the pitcher to the hospital cuz she couldn't feel her arm which i guess was the excuse that she was pitching bad. and the one day i actually had a good chance to get a homerun.. litwin didn't start me. but we cheered on every 1 who did go. It was drizzling which wasn't bad cuz i like the rain just when it isn't pouring. LoL and christine was making me laugh cuz she had to use the bathroom and there wasn't one around so litwin told her if she has to, go in the gully. ha wow.After my cuz and me had to wait for my mom to come pick us up so we were just hanging wit peter,mike and adrian. and i kinda wish adrian went home i don't see the point in waiting until i left. i was just walking around and every time i turned around he was a step behind me.i didn't say anyhting but next time i think i will.oook so school wasn't bad either.
We didn't have jazz again i mean we haven't had it for about a week and a half now which is cool but its good to lift weights and do crunches. So we just went in the gym and were walking around and then sat in front of the radio and listened to gwen stefani-hollaback gurl. haha anyways my cousin was supposed to come over yesterday but already had plans wit her friend. so that sux. well this morning i didn't get a chance to sleep in, had to wake up at 10 to go get my new perscripsioned contacts. my eyes got worse..hmm what else is new. so i can see cristal clear now. then we got some BK hehe yummm.
So lately somebody had said to me that i don't talk or i'm shy or something.Which yea i'm not always loud or w.e but i do talk and a lot sometimes. And I'm sure a bunch of my friends can back me up on that. all i know right now is that sarah agrees haha. but ya kno what it doesn't bother me. I've been able to accept who I am and the good or bad things about myself. so yeaaaa... anyways i wanna see that new movie with Ashton Kutcher in it. haha i just luv him, and he makes Punk'd be a veryyyy good show. But i guess i won't be doing anything for the rest of the night. just chilling. wow i didn't think I wrote this much. I told u or whoever i would just keep rambling on.
Well give me some comments please and tell me what u thought of this. u know i love u all!!!!! Maybe I'll write again later.
Current mood: bored Current music: My Chemical Romance-Cemetery Drive
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